a letter to my baby

Dear baby,

hey babe...
since the first time I know you I knew my life would never be the same again...
June, 6th : the first time I knew for sure that you're growing inside me was a bit frightening, yet joyful.
weeks past by, experience of the first time I see your head, your body and your heart beat amazed me.
and each month since then I can't wait to go to my obsgyn to see the little creature inside me...
I love the feeling I got each time you move, I love to feel the kicks, and it's funny how sometimes you positioned your head and made some part of my tummy looks bigger than the other part :))

I think I'm a very blessed mommy to be, though the hormones inside me changed quite drastically *at least that's what written on every pregnancy articles, hehehehe*, the pregnancy have never created a problem for me.
I'm pregnant and I can still work and move actively :)
though sometimes I feel bad for you since I've been too busy sometimes to respond you who's playing alone inside me.

hey babe...
I never thought I would get such a great gift at this age, at this time, at this condition.
it's not that I'm afraid I won't be ready to become a mommy, I think somehow HE will prepare me for it, nor that I'm afraid that we cannot supply your needs, since I have faith that HE takes care of us...
it's just that I'm worry I won't have enough time to spend with you, being to occupied by work and office...

hey babe...
I can't promise you life of wealthy, but I'll try my best to make each day of our life is a joyful day (and when I grow old and become grumpy old mother, please remind me of my promise :D)
and I'm sure that since the first day you're born, you'll enjoy the same blessed life as I have :)

hey babe...
I want you to know that you're waited by many people who'll shower you with many love and attention.
I want you to know that you're going to be born in the middle of a life of a man and a woman who loves each other very much, living a very blessed life and can't wait to see you born soon, and live our life together as a blessed little family :)

hey babe...
I wish as you grow, you'll also grow in your love with HIM.
I wish as you grow, you'll grow like your daddy (minus the anger and unpatience, please :D)
I wish as you grow, you'll feel the love that me and your daddy have for you since you're still in my womb.
and I wish as you grow, you'll count each blessing you have in your own blessed life.

I love you, babe...